Music is the salt that cleans the wounds of the soul. It’s the reflected image we see when we look at our inner self in a mirror. It’s the scalpal that we use to perform surgery on our inner selves. And it’s the map that guides us on our toughest journeys through life.
You may not have noticed, but Inside The Beat had an interesting flow. The songs at the beginning of the album were more “shallow” sounding, and were more focused on simple beats and rhythms rather than meaningful timbres and arrangements. I think I mentioned it before, but this was all done on purpose. Inside The Beat was meant to be a journey from the outside inward, where you’d get a sampling of all the different rhythms, beats, sounds, and themes that constantly bounce around in my head. But what I didn’t mention was that, with a few exceptions, the songs are mostly arranged chronologically by the order they were written. “Chrystallis” was composed very early on in the album’s life, while the remixes at the end were literally the two last songs I completed. Truth be told, this was an accident that happened to work.
I did quite a bit of introspection in my personal life as I got closer to finishing Inside The Beat. In a way it was ironic. While the album was meant to move from the outside-in beat-wise, it was also moving outside-in for me personally, and I think it got reflected in my writing. Pretty much everything after track six reflected the start of a journey I took inward. Things slowed down and started sounding more contemplative. Inside The Beat was really going inside the figurative beat of my soul.
The first paragraph of this entry, the one in the block quote, is something I wrote as a “working premise” for my next album. Where Inside The Beat was about moving inward, my next one will be about working through what’s inside, and then emerging. To put it another way, Inside The Beat moved outside-in, and the new one is moving inside-out. I think this is already reflective of the first few test tracks I’ve written for the album. Both of them are quite introspective and contemplative (think along the lines of “Face Toward The Horizon”). I’ve also been working on writing something that resembles lyrics, but isn’t quite the same thing. These vocals will hopefully add some new depth to my music and really emphasize the “inside-out” journey theme that I’m working from.
So… yeah, we’ll see where this goes.